 I suppose I'm alright for today, nothing else is going on. For me, happiness doesn't exist in my life. Why do I say like this? H~I~M~I~T~S~U desu. Ah, I remember something...I also took a couple of Personality Disorder tests a few days ago, because I don't understand some of the question, I got the wrong result. So I asked someone to help me, explain the question while I took the second times of the tests and these are my real results :
Paranoid (Rating : High) = Paranoid personality disorder is characterized by a distrust of others and a constant suspicion that people around you have sinister motives. People with this disorder tend to have excessive trust in their own knowledge and abilities and usually avoid close relationships. They search for hidden meanings in everything and read hostile intentions into the actions of others.Often appear cold and distant. They usually shift blame to other people and tend to carry long grudges.
Schizoid ( Rating : Very High ) = Avoid relationships, like to break while in the relationship and don't show much emotion. Prefer to be alone and do not secretly wish for popularity. Tend to seek jobs that require little social contact. Weak social skills, and don't show need for attention or acceptance. Percieved as distant and are termed as 'Loners'.
Schizotypal ( Rating : High ) = Mild form of Schizophrenia. Characterized by odd form of thinking and percieving. Often seek isolation from others. Generally engage in eccentric behavior and have difficulty concentrating for a long time. Speech is often over elaborate.
BorderLine ( Rating : Very High ) = Borderline personality disorder is characterized by mood instability and poor self-image. People with this disorder are prone to constant mood swings and bouts of anger. Often, they will take their anger out on themselves, causing injury to their own body. Suicidal threats and actions are not uncommon. Borderlines think in very black and white terms and often form intense, conflict-ridden relationships. They are quick to anger when their expectations are not met.
Dependent ( Rating : High ) = Characterized by a need to be taken care of. Tend to cling to people and fear losing them. They may be suicidal when a break-up is imminent. Over-sensitivity to disapproval is common. Dependents often feel helpless and depressed.
Histrionic (Rating : Moderated ) = People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. Histrionics also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.
Narcissistic (Rating : High ) = Is personality disorder is characterized by self-centeredness. Like histrionic disorder, people with this disorder seek attention and praise. They exaggerate their achievements, expecting others to recongize them as being superior. They tend to be choosy about picking friends, since they believe that not just anyone is worthy of being their friend. Narcissists tend to make good first impressions, yet have difficulty maintaining long-lasting relationships. They are generally uninterested in the feelings of others and may take advantage of them.
Avoidant (Rating : High ) = Avoidant personality disorder is characterized by extreme social anxiety. People with this disorder often feel inadequate, avoid social situations, and seek out jobs with little contact with others. Avoidants are fearful of being rejected and worry about embarassing themselves in front of others. They exaggerate the potential difficulties of new situations to rationalize avoiding them. Often, they will create fantasy worlds to substitute for the real one.( It's right about me, I do have a fantasy world...and it's anime/furuba world ) Unlike schizoid personality disorder, avoidants yearn for social relations yet feel they are unable to obtain them. They are frequently depressed and have low self-confidence.
Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder (OCDP) ( Rating : Moderated ) = sounds similar in name to obsessive-compulsive anxiety disorder, the two are markedly different disorders. People with obsessive-compulsive personality disorder are overly focused on orderliness and perfection. Their need to do everything "right" often interferes with their productivity. They tend to get caught up in the details and miss the bigger picture. They set unreasonably high standards for themselves and others, and tend to be very critical of others when they do not live up to these high standards. They avoid working in teams, believing others to be too careless or incompetent. They avoid making decisions because they fear making mistakes and are rarely generous with their time or money. They often have difficulty expressing emotion.
Anti-Social ( Rating : Moderated ) = A common misconception is that antisocial personality disorder refers to people who have poor social skills. The opposite is often the case. Instead, antisocial personality disorder is characterized by a lack of conscience. People with this disorder are prone to criminal behavior, believing that their victims are weak and deserving of being taken advantage of. Antisocials tend to lie and steal. Often, they are careless with money and take action without thinking about consequences. They are often agressive and are much more concerned with their own needs than the needs of others.
* Maybe you will know that what/how these disorders results described me was right if you are the one who know more about me * Ja..^_^ -fake smile- | 
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